oneofthosehybridmoments a demandé: Oh my gosh... I'm so sorry about Gwen.. </3 I lost my best friend from Leukemia last Wednesday, so i kind of know how you feel. I'm always here to talk <3 xx
:) Thanks, its nice to know that someone noticed. I never thought it would happen, what crazy is that she was my best friend and yet she was hiding that from me, I wonder how I didn’t notice..
I just hope I don’t get pulled into old habits.
And I’m so sorry about your friend! I haven’t had the chance to come on a lot lately! I wish the best for her <3
Hey!
So tumblr has been treating me well so far, I’ve seen some amazing users and followers here, but I am probably leaving for a couple of weeks. I’ve lost someone extremely close to me two days ago and I need some time away from the interweb.
She was the one who made me stop getting drunk ever night, the one who convinced me to get clean from taking pills like painkillers and helped me discover my passion for sports. She helped me go through so much crap it is unbelievable she stuck by my side and encouraged me to get clean, and have a better life.
I became so close to her she was like my sister, “a sista from anotha motha and fatha!” she would say.
Little did I know that behind her encouragements, she was addicted to drugs as well, but she was so convinced in helping me get better that she didn’t think about herself at all.Two days ago she overdosed and died instantly, in her own room. It has taken such a huge toll on everyone in my town and her family. She was truly amazing and wonderful, I still can’t believe that she is gone. She will never come back, yet I still think she will be at school on Monday, smiling like she always does. I still think I’ll get her random prank calls in the middle of the night, I still think she is going to be on those bleachers, cheering me on at my basketball games. I still think she is going to be there when I am struggling to take drugs and tell me, “No, you are better then this.”
I’m not trying to “attract attention” or try gain pity from people. I’m just here to let out emotions. And yes, guys have emotions as well, don’t expect me to be like a wall of bricks.
Gwen, you will always be remembered, and as cheesy as this may sound, you are still alive in my heart. I love you “sista from anotha motha and fatha”
Anonyme a demandé: u look like cody simpsonn!
Im not cody simpson I swear! D8 But I do get that a lot
